Zero+1

So today was my 'last day' of binge eating apparaently, and tomorrow I will start the new regime that will eaither make me full of skinny or will make me full of death.....

Not sure yet the length of time it will last but here's hoping it last longer than the goldfish I accidently killed with windowlene!

Untill tomorrow.....

ground zero

So today was a low with me and my weight. Having gone from 18.7 stone to 13.10 back to 18.7 I think it has started to sink in that all those health issue really were about my weight. So maybe it's time for the yoyo to be going down not up!!!

I look at the fat people on tv trying to loose weight on all these programmes and just feel frustrated. I weigh the same as most of them but I eat half of what they eat. I know I over eat but I don't fry my food, I don't eat more than my fair share how ever I do snack like a motherf%(£*r! I also come from a family of skinny people!

So maybe tomorrow I start the plan and the diet starts monday. Maybe.....